My last day of work in this office!

Today is my last day of work in this office; I have to be happy but surprisingly I am not. Even if we had misunderstandings and sometimes we argued, I will miss my colleagues…today I had such a bad feeling, but I hope we will continue to speak and maybe from time to time to meet each other and don’t loose contact…I hope it will be better for me and for them too…each o them has own personality and with each I had different and special relationship…I would questionless miss them, all…

Weekend that just passed was a rainy one so a sleepy one, but Saturday I was in a friends house and at night in different clubs but we didn’t stay because for me no one was best, nothing correspond just like small clothes…so we ended our night in a garden where we drunk wine until two o’clock in the morning…In the morning my head just burst…I am trying to finish the book but I just can not, and I don’t know why?...

Resignation.

It is long time since I didn’t write, but I see nobody missed me…anyway it is time for me to tell the big secret, that sooner or later everybody will find out (two of my colleagues are not at work) I put my resignation on the table…yes I am quitting my job…these was my big secret and it not all…but I have to put the rest later…maybe some of my colleagues will be happy about this, but I don’t give a s***t on this, maybe one day I will tell them in their face everything I never said…but this is not me…and maybe one of them are really upset about this, and I tell here that if they will need my help I’ll try to do my best…and an advice: don’t believe everything is said or written, people really like to be what they aren’t…Monday is my last day of work in this firm…
What I hate the most are the people that interfere in other lives when they have to see their one lives and that see themselves as they are not, that try to be what they never can be…they pretend to be smarter and better than they are…when you are the only one that see something in a way, you can be wrong, you are one, but when everybody around see in the same way maybe they are right, the same opinion on more people, then appear a question mark :is everybody mad( against one) or is that one mad(against everybody)?...


My parents’ house was great, my nephew is with every day that passes smarter and dodger( if I forgot to tell I have a five ears old nephew, from my big brother, and I love him more than everything in this world, he is my soul, and I will love him maybe more than my own future children, and he loves me too, maybe he feels my feelings, or is just blood calling…) and makes our lives happier… but then I had bad days too, I made food intoxication, because I have health problems with my colon, so you can imagine the rest…was a full weekend and week until now, and I must confess that one of my colleagues was very surprise about my resignation decision and made me happy to see that they care about me and that they are unhappy about this…This is life!!!

Comedown!

Yesterday I was very disappointed by the “Wedding of Figaro” performance. It is true when it is said that the player has the important part in a performance; on the outside programme wrote that the countess player will be performed by Roxana Briban, but when the performance start was no Roxana, and the players just hurt my ears and give me a headache. Maybe I am evil now but the performance sucked, was so bad that when the first break come we left the auditorium. We were so upset that we went to drink something in a garden (I drunk a Tequila Sunrise …yamiii!)

My colleague of work said to me that I am very secretive and I am acting like: I just show the candy and I give to people only the candy glaze to taste…maybe she’s right but for now I can’t tell more than that, but soon you’ll find out…

This evening I’ll go home, my parents home, to see them and to speak with my mother, I will put fire in my head 6 hours by train until I reach there, it is very important to go home…so no complain…

I am reading Gabriel Garcia Marquez book “A Century of Loneliness” and I must say that this book surprise me with every page I read, is so strange, and I read it until the end only to see how far a mind can go, not because I like it, or maybe I like it but I don’t know ?....

I know is early to say but I wish you all a nice and happy weekend!!!

Weekend!!!

Friday I was with an ex university colleague to see a movie, we saw Miss Congeniality 2, a nice comedy. We talked about other colleague of us, the news about them and about our life now, we ate an ice-cream and then we went to our homes. She remain the same, like I know her from university times, and annoys me the people that don’t give a sh..t on their life. If until now she knew only university and home, now she knows only work an home…boring…she works like a slave until late hours in the night and never thinks on her private life, on the pleasures of life, like she will live 2 or 3 lives…but what I know, everybody with his one life…
Saturday morning on 7.00 o’clock I was leaving my flat with the intention to go to Brasov, outside was pouring and I wanted to sleep. When I reached on my cousin (A) house, I found her swearing me that I woke her up so early and told me that she didn’t want to go anymore, I want to kill her…from this motive we didn’t leave Bucharest until 9.20, and we get nervous in Mc Donald’s because their services sucks, maybe they were sleeping on their feet more than us he he he!!!...All our way until there rained, and we wondered if it is right to go…but we decided to continue our itinerary…DON’T GIVE UP! Was our slogan…In Brasov (Cristiana) we spent a long time, until 7.00 PM o’clock, in a house of A friends, and they didn’t want to let us go back. They have a big and wonderful house, I was impressed! And they are very hospitable. Our cousins desperately waited us to come in Ploiesti, but we got there on 9.00 o’clock and we started a super party until 4.00 o’clock in the morning, and I must say I get dizzy after 2 pony of a drink that my aunt(R) brought from U.S.A(hmmm…the drink was delicious) …
I felt asleep with the thought that our barbeque planned for Sunday was compromised because of the weather, but in the morning when I opened my eyes the sun was shining and all day was like that. The barbeque gathered together about 25 people, friends and relatives, and was a great day; we still dance…even if the weekend started disastrous it ended lovely…
A new week began!!!

Happy!!!!

The Easter Holiday is past now, but for me is still present. Why? From those days my life changed. I must say I am in LOVE!!! I love a man in a way I never do it before! I know my life will change, will be different. I don’t want to confess everything because I think the spell will brake down but I promise to write everything when the next level of our life will be completed. I fell like I am floating, like nothing has sense without him like the whole world is on my feet… I am so HAPPY!!! The rest nothing matters…in this weekend I will go to Brasov(at the mountain) with other cousin of mine(A) and than to my cousin in Ploiesti to make a barbeque and have some fun…everything comes from the inside, if we are happy inside of us everything will look like this in the outside…

And I forgot to say: “Swan Lake” was absolutely divine – no comment.

Next week I will go to see two performances: “Baiadera” by Ludwig Minkus and “Le Nozze di Figaro” by W.A. Mozart.

I start another book to read: Henri Francois Rey “Player pianos”

…In case it comes up today, don't forget: Every end is actually a beginning. Really, it's true. So if something seems to be over before it even got started, that just means its making room for something better.
Yes, that 'slam' is the sound of a door closing, but it's true that another one always opens…