If

…If we manage to give up in five minutes on things and people without resentfulness, how good will be…but I can’t no matter how hard I try…
…these days I were very disappointed by people around me, I don’t think is fare to accuse (mistrust) someone without having a real proof …these are the people, maybe I expect to much on them, or who knows?...I get at the conclusion that in my relation with people I have to use more often the word “WHATEVER”…People always drew down misery and probably nothing or no one will stop them to do it in the future, so I just have to manage to blow off their malice…
…I start to read again books (stopped for two weeks), and this make me feel better; now I am reading Thomas Hardy – “Romance in a tower” …

…I didn’t do solecisms or I become boring? … No comment from my anonymous (bashinik)…

…if I could give up, I will be happy…